why.....
i think im no longer as 'brave' as i was...
as time passes....
my 'courage' decreases...
last time i din used to nid to think...
but now...
i think and think and think sooooooo much...
yet...
i cant bring up any 'courage' to do anything...
much as i wish to soooooo much...
i dunno wat to do sia...
haiz haiz haiz...
troubling me so much??
mayb??
mayb a little...
not as much as it used to...
maybe cos it has been long long long time...
haiz...
mayb it's time...
either time to bring up 'courage'...
or giv up hope...
dunno wat im going to do...
still deciding...
Life turned ironic at 7:48 PM
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