Life's But An Irony Of Jokes
Life's An Irony
An irony of love and friendship
Life's a play
A play of hypocrisy
Aren't you even tired of these?
Fate's playing this big joke on me
On you and i, on us
Forget it, let me go
Before i break down

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

i dunno if i made the rite decision...
i dunno if i'll regret...
i dunno almost everything...
i oni noe tt if i dun try...
i'll definitely regret...
cos if i get into my first choice sch...
my future will be half lit...
but of course...
it will be vry stressful n competitive....
i wish to get into my second choice sch...
cos a lot of my frens there...
i dun wan to part wif them so early....
i hope we can be together forever...
n if i get into my second choice sch...
it'll be more fun of course....
wif all my vry gd frens.....
it'll be great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

if i nv get into my first choice sch...
im not disappointed...
maybe i'll be happy...
but if i did not get into my second choice sch n got into 3rd, 4th, etc..
i'll definitely appeal to get into my second choice sch....
i oni goin to try my first choice...
let it be if i didnt get in...
i dont realy wish to get in though....
all the reasons are above...

i wan to have my future half lit....
i oso wan to be wif my gd frens ...
i noe tt im greedy...
but tt's wat i wan...
wat i wish...
something tt'll NEVER EVER happen....

Life turned ironic at 7:41 PM
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Thursday, November 22, 2007

u noe sth......
i got a grade where i cant go anywhere far....
im in the middle....
omg...
so hard to choose a sch....
i wish to be wif my frenz...
but the diff is far.....
i dunno which sch to choose.....
omg...........
i seriously dunno wat to do.....
god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
pls!!!!!!!!!!!!!
save me!!!!!!!!!!

Life turned ironic at 9:45 PM
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22.11.07, 08 24
it is today!!!!!!
OMG.....
it's coming too fast....
much more faster than i had expected.....
much much more faster......
i dunnno wat kind of grades i'll get....
cos my results are not constant....
dun realy have much hope though....
EVEN IF im able to do well tis time....
it would have been luck or help frm god....
and the thing is i dunno the mistakes i made....
i cant learn frm my mistakes....
as experience is the best teacher......
i cant learn frm my experience....

erm.....
got to go to schl by 11am....
we shld be listening to talks by p or vp.....
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......

it is still as sianzzzzzzzzzzz as ever........
who can help me???????!!!!!!!!!

Life turned ironic at 8:19 AM
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

it is 20.1107, 19 05.....
2 more days to 22.11.07....
always sitting around...
nothing to do....
soooooooooo sian....
i dun enjoy playing games....
cos i cant find my cup of game.....
all the games i currently playing not fun one......
every time lose......
tt's why not fun....
haha....
lol....
nvm......
still got 2 more days oni.....
after 22.11.07.....
i'll be died....
no longer on tis earth.....
haha........

Life turned ironic at 7:00 PM
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Monday, November 19, 2007

i think the time on my blogskin is not accurate......
it is 19.11.07, 20 40hours.....
3 more days to getting psle results....
haha....
kind of nervous la......
cant blame me mahz.....
a lot ppl oso nervous....
the first major exam....
the results....
i'll countdown frm now.....
i'll update everyday.....
counting down the day i die....
i'll die of heart attack......
confirmed.....

Life turned ironic at 8:36 PM
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Sunday, November 18, 2007

waolao......
holidays soooooooooooooooo damn sianz lorz......
nb will noe how sian it is lorz.....
nothing to do one.........
dunno wat to do oso........
hope holidays end soon.....
when tis is jus the start of the holidays.....
but when holidays end...
it means tt the other part of my schl life will start......
OMG....
it is coming too fast!!!!!!!!!!

Life turned ironic at 8:46 PM
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Friday, November 16, 2007

haha....
i got almost all the autographs le...
glad tt im able to get hold of most of them....
realy realy hope to keep in contact....
still got 1 or 2 more havent get yet....
didnt see them today....
nvm...
still got 22.11.07.....
haha...
our big day!!!

Life turned ironic at 1:00 PM
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Thursday, November 15, 2007

today is kind of last day of schl to most of my schlmates...
tml still nid go back to schl...
damn....
so sianz....
cos tml present giving...
im sooooo angry whenever i think of the present giving ceremony....
we had rehearsal after rehearsal...
so sianz....
cant even have the last few days wif my frenz properly....
always eat into every chinese leeson....
when chinese lesson is the oni time we can play....
n we always have fun there....
not lyk in eng class....

to think of it now...
there are still ppl i wan to get autograph frm....
always dun have chance....
hope to be able to get most of them by tml...
i think most of them are goin to the ceremony...
if not i must get them on 22.11.07....
when we get our results....

Life turned ironic at 9:49 PM
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

as i always say in my debate script....
everything has its positive n negative points...
n i think it is vry vry true....
i gained today....
which is we won the debate....
but i lost sth tt is extremely important to me-friendship
to me, friendship is the most important thing except my family....
friendship is cherished by me a lot....
i dunno y...
it seem tt it is vry hard...
i tried to stand by all my gd frenz\bes frens when they are in nid...
but it seem tt it is useless....
im vry vry disappointed....
not being able to find a fren to share evrything wif me n me not able to share everything wif anybody...
i think tt it is a vry sad thing...
i seriously tried all i can to stand by all my gd\bes frenz...
but it is not my fault when u dun wan to let me noe everything or sth.....
i dun blame u oso....
cos it's ur decision to tell anybody any thing u lyk....
i cant stop u frm doin any thing lyk tt....

im jus seriously so tired...
im vry vry disappointed.....
i cant find a fren who realy realy understands me....
not a single me...
it's vry vry extremely heart breaking though...
none understood me well enough....
but oso...
i dun think i understood u all well enough.....

Life turned ironic at 7:01 PM
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we won the debate!!!!!!!!
we are the champions!!!!!
actually, i think tt our topic is easire...
i dunno abt the others.....
it's juz my personal opinion.....
but im extremely happy tt we won though.....
erm...
kind of went to celebrate after school....
then mayb again tml....
not sure though.....
but hope can go....
at least we won.......

Life turned ironic at 5:14 PM
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Friday, November 09, 2007

today we were told the topic for the debate....
it is 'we should do away with psle' or sth lyk tt.....
we are proposing.....
one of my teammates say tt opposition is easier....
then the rest said propose easier....
but now to think of it....
i think tt oppose is easier....
now so confuse....
sometimes i think oppose easier....
sometimes i think propose easier....
haiz........
die liao lorz....
we cant possibly win them....
it's too much for me....
it's lyk more than i can take...
i wan to be in the debate team...
but i dunno if i'll do well...
i wish our class can do well...
heard frm our teacher tt he/she is going to put one of the reserves as one of the speakers...
her eng is vry gd..
better than mine...
much more better...
haiz.....
vry vry vry confused now...
i cant think of anything for the debate topic...
oso cant get anything out frm the net...
not sure if is it cos i dunno how to search anything lyk tt...
haiz.....
die le larz......
forget it.....

Life turned ironic at 6:38 PM
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Thursday, November 08, 2007

i once posted tt it has reached my limits.....
but i found tt everything was bearable again....
i dunno why......
mayb i wasnt angry at all....
or mayb i wasnt hard hearted enough....
or mayb i dun wan to be as hard hearted as i can....
it's a hard decision....
actually....
we dun have much time together le....
mayb one more week....
it's rather sad though......
btw....
i have a autograph book....
hope all the people i dun wan to forget n people i dun wan to loss contact will write sth on my autograph book...

To: my best fren
mayb we will not be going to the same schl...
but i hope u can still be my best fren...
be my best fren forever...
keep in contact forever....

To: my good frenz
mayb we will not be going to the same schl...
but i hope u can still be my best fren...
be my good fren forever...
keep in contact forever....

Life turned ironic at 4:28 PM
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i changed my blogskin.....
changed it to anime....
not tt everybody's is anime then i change to anime....
i lyk blue....
or mayb love blue....
haha...
then searched for blue....
then saw a few i lyk.....
cant realy make up my made....
haha....
then asked sb to help me.....
then tt sb chose frm the few i gave tt sb.....
THANK YOU for helping me.....
it's vry hard to make a decision....
LOL....
thanks any way....

btw, do u all think tis skin is nice??
nicer than the giant teddy bear i have previously?
i still have another one i juz found... nv ask tt sb...
help me choose...
can tell me on my tag board...
the website is....
http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=155106&action=Preview
help me ok???
PLEASE....
after u help me....
i'll give u a big THANK YOU

Life turned ironic at 4:20 PM
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Wednesday, November 07, 2007

erm....
we won!!!!!
we won the debate....
i shld be quite happy though....
but at the same time....
kind of worried....
coz....
the next round we will be competing the best class...
it's not tt i dun have faith in myself...
but they are realy strong....
cant help being scared....
haha....
but i must have faith in my team....
hope we will win though....
dunno the debate topic yet....
heard tt it may be difficult....
i have the most frenz in tt class though....
but competition is 2nd n frenship is 1st...
haha....
(translated directly frm chinese...)

i think i shld oso thank sb who helped a little of my script....
mayb my script wont be as gd without tt person's help....
THANK YOU!!!

Life turned ironic at 5:39 PM
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Tuesday, November 06, 2007

tml then debate le.....
so nervous....
im the 1st speaker....
i dun mind being in the debate team....
actually, im kind of glad that im in the debate team....
but i dun wan to be the 1st speaker lehs....
so nervous....
1st in my team to speak....
then i kind of the worst in my team...
haiz....
die le larz......
but i'll try my best to win....
but i realy realy vry vry vry nervous!!!!
it's my 1st time goin on stage....
i mean i got perform before....
but not individually....
it's as a group....
then tis time....
i have to speak on my own....
OMG....
i think i nid more luck than i nid it previously!!!!
if u rmb...
i oso asked for luck when i have the captain's ball tournament...
i seriously nid the luck!!!

Life turned ironic at 3:02 PM
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Sunday, November 04, 2007

erm... havent update for a few days le...
i kind of have few people to thank...
first... i wan to thank jit for the best party i ever went to...
(frankly, i tis is the second party i went to... the first party was also jit's party..)
it was realy fun...
on friday during schl time...
we went to the singapore discovery center...
it was soooooooo damn boring lorz....
i was saying tt we discovered nothing but how to improve on our skills playing "heart attack"...
coz we sat down playing "heart attack" during our "free time"...
coz we oni had abt 15mins if im not wrong...
except for playing "heart attack", we went to watch the "scary show" or sth lyk tt which i didnt find it scary at all...
or mayb coz i went there late and missed the scary part...
then after schl...
i went home to shower and get changed for jit's party...
went to buy the bomb bags...
which we nv play at all...
then i think i was kind of late...
sorry for making u guys waiting for me for such a long time...
then we walked to jit's hse...
toking as we walk...
frankly...
i personaly think tt it's kind of far...
wats more... there is a lot of barking dogs!!!!
it's not tt im so scared of dogs...
but im scared of a barking dog...
it looks lyk it'll eat me up...
then reached jit's hse....
actually....
we wanted to play water balloons.....
but it's so hard to fill them up....
so we decided to use the hose instead...
everybody was vry vry wet...
well.....
it's meant to be lyk tt wat!!!!
RITE???!!!
haha....
i sprayed at DL almost all the time when i got the hose....
kind of bullying him....
but nvm....
heard tt he is one of the gentlemen in 6A....
hope he wont mind though...
haha....
then he went home after playing true or dare....
he shldnt have went home so early....
if not he still can play hide and seek....
then mayb jo+n will not always be the winner....
almost all of us were wondering why jo+n can always hide in a place where it's so hard to find her...
then nid to go home le....
so sad that cant stay a little longer...
and i juz remembered....
i love playing stress....
so fun....
played soooooooo many time wif jo+n....
haha...
second...
i wan to thank my best fren for being so understanding n forgiving....
haha...
thanks anyway....
to both of u....
as for jit's party....
n to all the others who were there...
if u all werent there....
it'll not be as fun....
THANKS!!!!!!!!

Life turned ironic at 12:09 AM
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