Life's But An Irony Of Jokes
Life's An Irony
An irony of love and friendship
Life's a play
A play of hypocrisy
Aren't you even tired of these?
Fate's playing this big joke on me
On you and i, on us
Forget it, let me go
Before i break down

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

u nv noe...
i may be smiling outside but crying bitterly inside...
i may look strong outside but i am weak inside....
so weak tt it breaks upon touch....

Life turned ironic at 8:58 PM
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Monday, October 29, 2007

it has gone over my limit....
it burst my limit....
it's lyk a ball filled wif too much air....
it burst suddenly.....
wifout ppl noeing...
ppl who dun noe wat's going on may help her....
saying tt we were bullying her....
it's not true for all u noe...
but i cant do anything wif it if u insist of think it tt way....
but it's quite disappointing tt ppl think lyk tis wifout finding out the reason...
though i does tt sometimes....
i apologise if i ever do tt wifout me noeing....
im sorry....

sometimes...
i think tt it's quite gd if u have shorten memory
u'll forget every unpleasant thing....
even when ppl remind u when it took place, the ppl concerning it, etc....
u dun even noe tt it ever took place....
do u think tt it's gd to have shorten memory?

Life turned ironic at 2:08 PM
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Friday, October 26, 2007

i finally understood wat's frenship...
frenship is cherished by me....
to me...
frenship is when u have to tolerate ur fren's bad points...
i have been trying sooooo hard to do it...
i have finally given up...
it had been soooooo hard....
forgiving n forgetting again n again....
which i dun think i have forgotten....
im juz feeling soooooooo tired....
i finally decided to give up...
we juz have few more weeks together....
i've juz decided to 'forgive' her again n juz be frenz....
but....
it seem tt it can nv happen again....

Life turned ironic at 6:44 PM
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

yesterday, i said tt we were one step away frm the trophy....
but now.....
we are not goin to ever reach the trophy....
coz.........
we lost the match!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think it's soooooooooooooo unfair tt we oni got to rest for 1 match......
which isn't long after the 1st match we played.....
we won the 1st match......
then we were lyk sooooooooo happy....
then we were then tld by one of my fren tt we'll b havin nother match!!!!!1
we were lyk HUH??????!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!1
coz we were sooooooooo vry vry tired!
but still....
we had to play..........
we managed to draw at the end of the match.....
even though all of us were real tired.........
we lost by 2 balls as we were given 1 more min to find out who won.....
i THINK we can win them if we were not tt tired.......
not sure if we were having another match tml......
i think to find out who is the 3rd n 4th.....
n we all agreed tt we MUST TRY our bez to get 3rd.....
if we have the chance.......

Life turned ironic at 2:41 PM
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

we won the captain's ball match!!!!!!!!!!!!
it was 4:1 and 8:2 if im not wrong....
we lied to our teacher and all the others tt we lost the match.....
to think tt he actually believed us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
actually.....
it shows tt he beliefs us a lot.......
LOL!!!!!!!!!!
but it's kind of fun......
he oni found out the truth after chinese.......
we he was telling the class tt we lost.....
then he said tt captain's ball lost!!!!!!!
then one of our team members said,"no lar! we lie to u one la!!!"
then everybody who we told tt we lost look at us....
then they clap for us!!!!
im kind of happy......
we are a step towards the trophy!!!!!!!!!
as i said....
i realy hope to win this match....

but i noe tt we are another step to competing with my darling....
there's still another match tml.....
if we win...
which i realy hope so....
we'll play on friday oso....

my leg still had not recovered!!!!
it still hurt as i walk...
i nid ur luck n ur wishes.......

Life turned ironic at 2:23 PM
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

we are having post exam activities ever since after psle...
i kind of prefer sports to sitting in the hall for abt 2 full hours listening to 'lectures'.....
we had the 1st round for badminton on mon...
then today coz got cca then skip...
then tml we'll be havin captain's ball, soccer n badminton...
im in captain's ball....
sry to my darling tt i think i'll have to compet her....
i think....
if both of our classes win all the way....
hehe....
but i wish to win....
frankly saying....
we loss for almost all tis kind of activities....
but u cant blame us...
coz we were not trained at all!!!!!!!!!!!!
u cant blame us rite??????!!!!!
as for tis captain's ball.....
we trained today....
for abt one and a half an hour if im not wrong...
i realy hope to win tis match....
but my legs hurts now....
i think i shldnt have ran so much wen we were training....
not sure if i'll recover by tml....
i seriously hope so....
soooooooooooooo....
being my gd/bez frenz......
wish my leg recover by tml!!!!!!!

Life turned ironic at 5:28 PM
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Saturday, October 20, 2007

today is quite a busy day for me.....
coz the two schs i realy wish to go are having open house......
so i decided to go to both of them.......
first, i went to xinmin.....
i was brought around the sch by a student leader....
she is quite frendly.....
got to noe more abt the schl.....
i tried the shooting there.....
the rifle is so heavy .....
my arms hurt frm carrying them....
then i went to zhonghua.....
we decided to walk around the sch on our own....
im feeling so tired now....
feel lyk sleeping....

Life turned ironic at 6:06 PM
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Friday, October 19, 2007

i said i hoped to be as happy as im on 17.10.07.....
but i noe tt it's impossible......
i oni forgot im disappointed in her for tt day.....
oni tt day...
n i oni forgot the pain i went through to have my bez fren tt day....
i tried vry hard to forget all the unpleasant things.....
but i noe tt it's useless.....
she had hurt me so much tt i dun think i can forget it so easily.....
n the answer i got frm my bez fren few weeks ago is still etched in my mind....
it juz couldnt go off....
no matter how hard i tried......
it's juz hurting inside.....
i wonder when will the hurting stop....
or it may never stop....

Life turned ironic at 3:48 PM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

is has been so boring for the past few days......
finally, i got the chance to go out with my frenz!!!!
we went to vivo.....
met jit, jo+n n jo at kovan.....
met vicki at candy empire.....
then went to buy tickets for "the nanny dairies"
then went to kopitiam....
after tt, we set off for the movies!

next, we went to sky park.....
it was fun there!!!!!!!!
we splash water at each other.....
till all of us were wet frm head to toe....
then we stayed in the water.....
if im not wrong, i think we were there for abt 1 hour....
i had a wonderful time there!!!!!!
n im vry vry happy....
HOPE tt i can be so happy everyday....

Life turned ironic at 11:28 PM
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

many things had happened in this month....
i finally noe wat kind of fren is she....
im extremely disappointed....
im extremely sad.....
i shld have known tt i shldnt tell her....
i trusted her sooooo much.....
n wat did i get in return?????!!!!!!!!!
nothing but disappointment n sadness.....
i noe it all started wif me....
if i havent tld her tt......
she wldnt have done it.....
if she didnt do it.....
we may still be gd frenz......
but now....
i think even i 'forgive' her.....
she'll nv be my gd fren again....
frenz mayb.....
im not sure....
im now at lost........
i dunno wat to do.....
but i oso think tt im lucky to be able to see wat is she lyk earlier.....
if not....
i think i'll be hurt more.....


i have oso found my best fren....
im not sure if i shld be happy or sad.....
or mayb both......
oni ppl who noe who, why, when i found tt person as my best fren will understand the pain i went through to have this best fren....
it's still hurting inside....
but i dun think i can do anything.....
oni my best fren can.....
if my best fren is willing to....

Life turned ironic at 3:22 PM
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Monday, October 15, 2007

feeling bored at home...
doin nothing...
decided to change my blog skin...

Life turned ironic at 4:25 PM
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