i feel tt as every sceond past by...
it drains out the last bits of energy out of me...
im vry tired...
seriously...
TIRED OUT...
im still wondering jus how long can i hold on...
im throughoutly disappointed...
too disappointed for words...
i cant dsecribe anything...
all i noe is i nid rest...
jus a rest stop for me...
jus a day's rest would help A LOT...
but it dun seem lyk i can ever stop....
i want to...
but im not allowed to..
it's not to be controlled by me..
i have no say...
mayb life is lyk this...
NEVER ending..
mentally...
physically...
any aspects...
im jus feeling tt even every last bits of my energy is being drained away...
i noe...
sooner or ltr...
i'll be energy-less...
i have never been so disappointed in pri sch before..
never disappointed at all...
but it's different in sec sch...
i cried once last year..
today...
im so proud to say tt i held back my tears...
though i noe it's something to be embarrassed about my results...
it's no longer the same...
and it can no longer
and it will never be the same anymore...
我怀念的是那无所不谈的日子。。。
但看来那是再也不可能的了。。。
但心里总是还抱着一丝丝的希望。。。
希望。。。。。。。。。
Life turned ironic at 8:53 PM
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